Bumping Up Against A Glass Ceiling?

– Feeling dissatisfied or disenchanted with life?

– Wonder why nothing seems to excite you anymore. Even your most recent accomplishments have left you feeling flat?

– Dismayed that you’ve never reached that ever-elusive pinnacle of fulfillment that has been dangled before your eyes like a carrot since you were a child. (That “lasting happiness carrot” that’s always just beyond your grasp.)

– Well off financially, but with this economy and all the uncertainty, concerned that your big pot of gold might not be enough. 

– Perplexed because you’ve done all the right things: you’ve worked hard, sacrificed and invested wisely but keep asking: where’s  the joy, the deep meaning that you were promised?

– Plagued by the nagging sense that something BIG is missing from your life? No matter how much money you’ve made, how smart your investments or how much you’ve accomplished, this inner voice has become more insistent over time.

– Banging your head against the wall  because you know that there HAS to be something more, but You Don’t Know What That Is.

What you’re actually seeking is The Holy Grail.

And despite the fact that you have all the bucks, brains and balls and might be at the top of your game professionally (or even retired at this point), you have not found It.

 

As a man you are coded to seek the Grail. However, society has convinced you that the Grail exists outside of you in external pursuits like building a career, an empire, a legacy. This is the path of ego development and it’s essential because it builds courage, confidence and security, but as you’ve discovered, it can only take you so far.

 

Sadly, this is where most men typically come to a hard stop. They’ve done all the work, but the rewards aren’t commensurate with the price they’ve paid. They can’t quite understand it. They have the investments, the beautiful wife, the toys, the things … shouldn’t they be happy? But the nagging voice persists. They might even come to realize that this is not figure-out-able in the ways that they are accustomed to solving problems. They might tell themselves that this is just how it is and settle for what poet  Henry David Thoreau called living “lives of quiet desperation”. They might rationalize or employ distraction until the voice finally subsides.

 

This is the way that men refuse to take the what I call the “Second Journey”. Their disenchantment is the call, the invitation to seek The Grail and they refuse it. They fail  to heed their deepest inner voice.

 

Ready to take the Second Journey?

 

 

If I’ve piqued your interest in the journey not yet taken, it might be good to know that the skills and confidence that you’ve built so far will continue to serve you. After all, you’ve made your mark on the external world—which is another primary impulse of the masculine—and all the work that you’ve done to find your area of mastery and excel in it has built a foundation for the adventure to come.   

 

It also might help to know that experiences of quiet desperation are part of it. In fact, for those who choose to heed the inner call, it’s usually the turning point.  All that time spent hitting your head against the wall, bumping up against the limits of ego and asking yourself if this is really all there is, is exactly what opens the portal to this next adventure.

 

 

 

This is the Second Journey and although you’ll use many of the strengths that you built on the first journey, it will challenge you in unexpected ways that will build new muscles that you didn’t even know you had, new ways of seeing, connecting, creating, and living in the world.

 

The Second Journey is the Grail Path. A path that few men have walked, particularly in modern times. A quest that even historically, few have chosen.

 

It requires courage, persistence, integrity, vulnerability  and dedication. It’s a path that changes everything and opens up whole new realms of consciousness to explore. It’s a path full of exciting challenges, obstacles, twists, turns and pitfalls. Truly, the adventure of a lifetime.

How do I know?

 

I’ve walked the path myself, all the way to Inner Reunification, Sacred Communion, the Holy Grail.  And now, I’m offering my services as a Reunified Muse, Grail Dakini and Grail Priestess to walk with you on your own bespoke path to all the fulfillment joy, bliss, ecstasy and richness that you desire. This is the birthright of any man who begins to realize that he’s both mortal and divine.

 

I can promise you that this path won’t be easy, but you probably already know where “easy” gets you in this life. You’ve seen how those who are afraid of challenge or risk-averse go by the wayside, you’ve surpassed them many times in your endeavors in school, sports and business. And although there is sacrifice, what you’re giving up are only half-truths. In the final analysis you will know without a doubt that everything you gave up  to step into the truth and freedom of who you really are was worth it.

How is this possible?

 

 

The way this works is with the alchemical power of presence. In the presence of a reunified feminine-essenced being, you will progressively transcend limits of ego and conditioning to embody King Consciousness. I help you attune to me as contrasexual proxy for your divine Queen counterpart, the internal feminine, who is worthy of your King. This alchemical transformation can only happen through attunement and activation in the presence of a Muse who is reunited herself. It is an initiatory process that activates brain centers that have been dormant until now.

 

 

As a Grail Priestess, I help you dissolve shadows without shame and build the level of power, charisma and presence to attract and be worthy of inner reunification with your Queen. For men, The Holy Grail is the experience of Inner Union with the Goddess, beyond all religious programming. The work is energetic, alchemical and relational. What awakens in you is Source Remembrance of Communion, which is spirit-to-spirit, meaning there is no physical contact between you and me, which might be important to know if you’re married or in a committed relationship.

 

Working with me might also benefit your partner because as you begin to reclaim aspects of your divine masculine nature, this will call forward their higher qualities. Suddenly, you’re showing up in different ways in your relationship than you have before, so  your partner must raise her level in response. If you’re single, it can also help you build the presence, power and inner worthiness to attract an external Queen while building your capacity to enjoy all the fruits of inner union.

 

Nothing approximates the experience of The Holy Grail. It is the Sacred Marriage of Heaven and Earth and only those who are reunified are qualified to teach it. While I see this changing in the future, right now, such teachers are rare.

 

There’s so much more to say, however, I wonder if you might be ready for a little taste. An “amuse bouche” to whet your appetite at zero cost to you. Book a 30-Minute Meet the Muse Connection Call to discover if this might be what you’ve been looking for.

 

Important Note: This is Advanced Consciousness Work and a High Level of Service Reserved for Serious Seekers Only. This work requires incredible integrity, deep personal commitment and a substantial financial investment. If you’re a tire kicker, take it elsewhere. If you’ve never done shadow work or any form of psychotherapy, you might want to forego this for that right now and circle back later.

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This is an intense experience, however, we go at your own pace. 

So how does this work?

As a coach, I use a proven top-down, bottom-up approach that facilitates rapid transformation. More effective than talk therapy alone, this process uses targeted lasering tools and blueprinting practices to create changes at the primal (unconscious) & limbic (emotional) & cortical (mental) levels and integrate them so they become permanent by forging new neural pathways in the brain. I also use Sound Healing and other modalities in sessions. 

During our time together, we’ll uncover the shadows and lower vibe masculine imprints that have been conditioned in you by parents, teachers, peers and society and all the pressures of trying to make it in life, let alone build an empire. As you release the shadows, I’ll teach you how to cultivate higher, siddhic masculine qualities, both light and dark. You’ll learn to embody your primordial self and bring heart, mind, will and soma into alignment for more clarity, deep self-trust, wisdom for an experience of life that is beyond anything you can imagine. This is the journey from an ego-led life to one that is soul-led and embodied. 

Although I have quite a bag of tools and modalities, it’s my presence and level of consciousness that actually does the deeper alchemical work as your system naturally attunes with mine and you merge into communion with divine aspects of the feminine that merge you  in communion with the Goddess.  

 

Best of all, 1-on-1 sessions take place virtually, so you can relax and integrate what came up for you in the safety, privacy & familiarity of home.

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to get a glimpse into the process that I teach and see if we are a good fit for working together. Note: I will be determining if I want to work with you as much as you'll be determining if you want to work with me as this is a co-creative process.

Experience what it feels like to be in the soft, inviting presence of a coach who:

– Respects you and your experience as a man. 

– Helps you relax and feel comfortable in your skin.

– Shows you how to release blocks to your divinity.

– Teaches you techniques that open your heart and create shifts in consciousness that heighten awareness, sentience, creativity & can lead to blissful states that organically arise.

– Helps you break through the glass ceiling and layers of disenchantment that have been limiting you. 

– Invites you into feeling fully alive, empowered and grounded in your authentic self as you bring the genius and light of your soul into form.

Let Me Be Your Iniatress into a Deeper  & Higher Experience of Yourself.

It’s Truly a Next-Level Experience. 

All you need to do to take the first step is to book your FREE call below:  

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to get a glimpse into the process that I teach and see if we are a good fit for working together. Note: I will be determining if I want to work with you as much as you'll be determining if you want to work with me as this is a co-creative process.

Testimonials

As a result of our sessions, I am approaching this next chapter of life with a quality of relaxed, even childlike, enthusiasm and confidence. My manhood is not in question and even something to celebrate. My ability to generate fulfilling work, establish a wider set of friends, and have more fun, are all outcomes I am on my way to achieving. Yes! I highly recommend Laura to individuals seeking to create an extraordinary, potent life.
Jeremy Nash, Boulder CO

This work has changed my life in ways that I never thought possible.  Your guidance, calm presence and loving acceptance have made me feel at home in my body. My confidence is no longer just an act & my anxiety is gone. I’m dating a special woman and we just made plans to move in together. I know myself in a deeper way and this plays out not only in my relationships, but in my decisiveness at work. I will continue to use the practices you taught me. They are life tools. 
Quenton Sanders, Atherton, CA